Days Spent As Ghosts.

by James Gates

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1.
Cut Palms. 03:12
Walk out to the garden, stare at the weeds Why do only roses die? Guess the question I’m asking is what do they need? Just like us they need love to survive They’re not getting enough They’re not getting enough I’ve found love is less petal than thorn I thought it’d be easier to get to you My bloody fingers and cut palms I thought I’d never get to you I beg your pardon, down on my knees I won’t let your roses die Guess the question I’m asking is what do you need? Am I enough, will this love survive? Are you getting enough? Am I giving enough?
2.
Order. 03:37
Ripples dance on the surface with more purpose than I’ve ever had Clouds melted to rain, as the sky fell down Into the water, into the sea Onto my shoulders, down to my feet Soaked to my bones, showing my teeth Open my mouth and let out a scream Are all of us just waiting to get out? I don’t do this on purpose, you don’t deserve it, I know it drives you mad But I’ve never felt as insane as I do now In any order, give me relief give me the pills, give me the peace Lower me slow, into the ground Cover my eyes as I scream out Are all of us just waiting to get out? I’m not trying to make this any harder than it needs to be But it’s hardly coming easily Are all of us just waiting to get out? In any order, give me relief give me the pills, give me the peace Lower me slow, into the ground Cover my bones and let me out
3.
Crossed. 03:52
there’s more than just time between us More than the years have disappeared There’s a fire and a flood of flesh, bones, blood, and our fears I’d spilled all my guts for you to pick up The dogs ate well that night I realised some time ago that you would never know how to help me what good’s a stranger when all I need is a friend I gotta get this shit done for myself At least i know it’ll get done in the end Sometimes giving up's just better than tryin' to fix shit that will not mend There’s more than just lies between us There’s a truth that hurts even more You wasted all your faith on Jesus Christ whilst all the while I was ignored Did that thought even cross your mind? I realised some time ago that you would never know how to help me what good’s a stranger when all I need is a friend Gotta get this shit done for myself At least i know it’ll get done in the end Sometime’s giving ups just better than tryin' to fix shit that will not mend There’s more than just lies between us There’s a truth that hurts even more
4.
Dirt + Roses 03:47
It took a lot to get over Nearly pulled me under having to let you go Nothing left to keep a hold of Just pushing boulders and throwing stones Cover me in dirt Throw your roses on me it can’t hurt anymore than it does already Just kill me please or leave me stronger Put me out of the misery you put me through Every week feels even longer Killing time just ain’t the same without you Cover me in dirt Throw your roses on me It can’t hurt anymore than it does already Never wanted love to be the death of us Never wanted love to get up and leave It took a lot to get over Nearly pulled me under having to let you go
5.
Bad Boy. 03:30
I don't want to feel this isolation anymore In the same breath, I just can't bear the thought of opening the door to let anyone in can’t let just anyone in, I don’t have any friends, enemies either, just people I don’t know stranger danger, I’m in danger of growing stranger still if I stay alone I’ve become too close with these ghosts in my head we’ve grown too close, too close I am beyond frightened I must fight the fear I don’t want to feel this desolation anymore there’s nothing left for me here just death and all his friends and they sure as hell ain’t mine I must find a way out of this place before I turn to stone, face an eternity alone bye bye flesh and bone, bye bye love I’ve never known be one last chance for me, embody my dreams I’m not bad, I’m not a bad boy, just broken, I don’t want fixing just holding, come too close, come too close

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released April 12, 2019

Guitar/vox/lyrics: James Gates

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James Gates Perth, Australia

Perth singer-songwriter, James Gates returns from the shadows with a collection of songs recounting his time there. Writing as a means of self-care, his songs are confessions of the emotions that haunt us as life unfurls.

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